what drives the humanity

I think I've got it. What is it that really matters to all of us? Our actions, goals, intentions, mistakes, terrible mistakes - all and all for one thing only - a feeling. Feelings matter. One becomes a doctor or a lawyer for the feeling of success, power, being helpful, etc. I've seen people spending all their lives in a pursuit of their carrier, hobby, obsession. If only we can pin point the feeling we are after, and weigh the importance of it, we would define our lives differently. We'd care for things less. I sat and sorted our what feelings I want in my life. That unique love which exists in our home is one if them. This particular feeling is deep, strong and meaningful. It fills my being with such force and life, that I feel I am a part of a spectacular universe of light. Some feelings need to be sacrificed in order to keep the ones I want. I must leave the silly selfish itches of my naughty ego. Each chooses to either grow and become more, or to grab on to the basic little feelings. These feelings are like mice.