overcoming superstition

I am a very superstitious person. It must be a national curse. Everybody in that country is. Every time I am happy, I get terrified, because I am afraid to lose the happiness. You can't be too happy or you'll jinx it. So, you hold on your joyful feelings and just try not to tempt the universe. Well, you can't live like that forever. I decided for myself that life is full of both happy and sad moments. I should enjoy the good times fully and not anticipate the end of the world. Problems will come and when they come I'll deal with them. They should wait for their turn. Today I am at peace. Tomorrow... well, it's not here yet.